And I really just need to feel like I belong. Because this silence is louder than any noise.
And for the first time in so long it's so close.
Because everyone I know talks and acts like they have no friends while I think to myself you have no idea. You have friends. You do stuff on the weekends. You go on adverures. Do the things I've always wanted to do. You live the life I wish I could.

You really have no fucking idea, do you?