aim high but shoot low

I'm not sure exactly what that's supposed to mean... Shh... Just roll with it.

So this is just a short little blurb about nothing just to waste time... Well my brother graduated from high school the other day. It's very depressing for many reasons, but I'll get into that later. He doesn't know it, but I love him very much, and I'm very proud of him (even though we don't speak...).

While my summer is still in question, I believe I am going to have an awesome year. With marching band anyway. So many of my friends are doing it, and I'm anticipating some great times (long bus rides [: )

In other news, I am lost. Yeah, I know. From happy to sad. I'm just being random... But I've spent way too much time trying to be like other people that I've lost myself along the way. This summer, I'm determined to find myself again (even if that means jumping off a few bridges) and stay with myself, no matter where myself goes. I'll probably start ranting about this more tomorrow, when I have the will and the energy and the time. But right now, I am tired from my swim meet and wish to rest and gather my thoughts.

From the Sea of the Unknown and Tired,
Calli