please don't let go

I don't know if I can take this much longer.

He's moved on. He's completely moved on. Forgotton everything we had. All the fun and the laughter and the love.

He's got a new group of friends. And I'm not included.

I'd like to say I have my own, but sometimes I feel like I don't.

Yes, I do have amazing friends. We have fun times and they care about me so much. But I'm not deeply set into this group. I never have been. No matter how badly I wish I was, I'm just not. They have adventures and I hear the stories later. And even if I am invited, I feel out of place. They've all known each other for so long, and they've all been close for so long. They have memories that I'm not a part of. I don't have that with anybody. Nobody has really stuck around long enough.

So this time it's me who's left in the dust, everyone else up ahead.


I just wish someone would turn around and notice.