I want to scream
And I want to cry
And I want to hurl myself out my window and not care how or if I land.


All because of one tiny thing.
One tiny thing that has grown into so much.

Because of this one person.
This one person who I can't keep out of my head.

I don't know what to do. What to say or how to feel.
But that's old news.
I've been writing the same thing for over a month now.
But I can't stop.

It just keeps happening.

over and over and over and over and over and over...